Totalled !!

Actually i wanted to write a lot but my confidence is at its nadir ..... really, i'mgroping in the darkness ... I feel totally spent.... BUT I promise I'll come back a better person.... btw, I made a few new year resolutions n these r the hopes to which I cling on desperately in these dark, testing times.... the world is cruel and it shall always be so .... I'll have to take the bull by the horns n not go round its back n pull the tail !! I won't bow..... i will never do that.... i will prevail .....i will ..... i will ... i will..... I have it in me.... My spirit 'll come out stronger...It can never be broken... Nothing shall ebb my confidence.... I vow to strike back.... I WILL ... I WILL.... I WILL...